I just feel like… we already talked about this and she was trying. She doesn’t tell me what I should buy or not, she seems to respect my financial decisions. And I know I should appreciate this, the fact that she understood and changed some of this. But I think she cannot change they way she sees me.. which is.. I don’t know.. a child? an incapable child?

There are still things like: me saying “let’s watch a movie” and I say a title. Her quick respond would be “no”. Everytime. She doesn’t even have to think. “Let’s eat this and that”… “-No.” I no longer say I want to watch a movie because I know she wouldn’t agree. Unless we have time for two movies and she chooses one title and I can choose a second one. That way it’s obvious it HAS TO be fair. SO she lets me choose too. We watch something only when she say we watch this. When I say “we could watch this” – No. She never agrees. Or she agrees when I complain she doesn’t let me choose it, and  she watches it and I can see she is bored. And then I know it was a wrong choice of movie. So next time I know.. to not choose a movie.  I am already anxious about it because I am already afraid she won’t like and this movie is shitty.