I don’t have the time for a therapist for a while since I have a study trip in some days and after that she wants to know what I want to do. The study trip is with my class where I can take my time to connect with my friends again. I will also start to work on my bond with my parents again and I think I will stop the break not long after I get back. I will consider talking with a therapist if this continues, but as I have talked with my girlfriend about we will not be together every single day and I will start focusing more on building good surroundings for myself so this won’t happen again. I have been scared that I have lost feelings for my gf and I’m still a bit scared, but again I know that as soon as I’m with my gf everything feels great and I have no worries in the world.