Hi Anonymous

I’m sorry to hear that you have experienced many traumas in your life and suffer from suicidal ideation.

Have you tried therapy? I’ve experienced some similar traumas to you and found it very helpful. There is hope out there, there are good people that can help you to heal. Aside from therapy, surrounding yourself with positive experiences helped me a lot. You have a wife and child, bring them on this healing journey too. The last thing your family needs is you dead. I can hear how much you love them and no doubt, they love you just as much.

Wishing you all the best! 🙏❤️