Hi all
I am back from trip, I keep travelling so that is a good thing for me as well, to leave me less time to fall into the overthinking pattern.

Now that the talk should fall on next weekend, I am thinking how to prepare myself better(i am 2/3 throught the book and I have been trying to the exercise to change the pattern!)

I thought of texting her today to see how we can arrange for next weekend. I want to settle something, the logistic may help me ground a bit, I am starting to feel a bit anxious once I am back home.

With more time apart I feel she does not need me, so the chance of her wanting to be together I feel it’s less, given she was the one who didn’t have feelings for me at the start of the break. But I also know that based on the fact that I have(which is we have no contact for the month), I can’t draw any conclusion. She did post on IG that she feels happiness can be simple, to chat with fds or just to go out to nature, this made me feel that she is happier without me. Made me wonder if she was directing these to me also.

Anyways, I guess I may be overthinking a bit and honestly most of the things said above were based on what I thought/ assumed. I know I need to be open-minded and see what she brings in the conversation. Sometime it it easy to fall into these thinking trpas.

Any thoughts and ideas are welcomed. I would like to see how I can better prepare myself

Thanks all

Wish you all well