Thank you for the response.

I am feeling much better. A lot of childhood trauma and life lessons happened over the last couple days. What you say is very accurate and my boyfriend is my only stable emotional pillar now ( which in itself is a problem sometimes).

I am always feeling guilty about stuff that I shouldn’t and changing my way of thinking is difficult especially when I’m always so worried about inconveniencing someone.

But I have a better perspective now and I thank you for that 🙏