Hi Anita

Sorry for the delay in replying. Thank you for sharing the beautiful song! How are you doing?

An update on how things are for me.

My cat is still missing. I fear that she isn’t coming back. She has never been away from home for this long and hates to be away from home. I’m starting to grieve for her. She was my first pet as an adult. My first baby. She’s an old cat. I love her so much. I wasn’t ready to lose her. I know that you can’t ever be ready, but still. It is hard that this is happening only a year after my other cat passing away.

The biopsy for my dog was lost by the lab. I don’t want to put him through another surgery just to get a biopsy. So the plan is to keep an eye on him and see if his health worsens and if it does, he has we know he has cancer and to approach things from an end of life care perspective. He has another blood text soon, so that will provide some more information. I think that it is a good thing that I have a warning that he might die soon. It would hit me really hard because he is my emotional support dog. I’m not ready to lose him either, but I will have to be strong.

My pets are my family. They mean so much to me.

I think that there is a 50/50 chance that I failed my exam because I couldn’t finish it. The phrasing of the questions was confusing about which questions were mandatory and the marks were higher for the non-mandatory questions. I didn’t know what to do. Fortunately, I have a resit and I will discuss with my lecturer a strategy for which parts to focus on.

Couples counselling was okay. I have also been continuing to learn a lot about the subject.

One thing that I have difficulty with is that I don’t have an outlet for my feelings. I just keep it all inside and suffer.

It still hurts a lot everyday. My husband keeps saying that he is going to leave me.

Love and best wishes! ❤️🙏