Hi Kitty @coolpartner

Hmmmmmmm……..look, everyone will have an opinion when they read your post and to some it will be quite clear as to what needs to be done in such a situation. However, someone else’s opinion or advice is not going to work for you.

You need to figure out one thing – what do you want ? If you were to read this post (suggest print it out rather than read from the screen) assuming it is from a close friend, what will be your reaction and what would you suggest ? Thats probably what you need to do.

If you need more clarity with this situation then I suggest that you do some food donations to needy or children around your place and do breathing meditation for 20 mins or so daily for a few days at least. I feel that should assist in your decision making capacity. Breathing meditation can be done by sitting quietly in a dark room. Inhale “calm and peace” through nostrils and exhale “negativity” out through nostrils and keep doing that for 20 mins. You can visualise bright light going in and darkness coming out if it makes it easier. You will feel light and bright after the session.

Good luck and may you get the strength to do what is right for your highest good,

Jasmine