Hi Giovanni
Thanks for your response. I should clarify my teenage health problems never disappeared, they just calmed down enough for me to function pretty normally and were there even through marriage. They just got much worse after the marriage ended making it impossible for me to work and do normal things. I have been diagnosed with ME last year where symptoms can calm down but re-trigger or worsen through stress. I am very strong and have tolerated too muc, but being pounded with severe stress and dragged into other people’s issues is the reason I have lost everything I achieved and severely weakened and drained with health problems. Unfortunately the way I functioned 8 years back cannot be applied to who I am today, which is why I am totally alone and lost. Never had a loving, kind and supportive partner either has been hell. Everyone needs affection, something you can’t buy unfortunately!!