Thanks Al. What does Namaste mean ?

Hi Jobebee

What a brave girl you are !!! I would like to second what Al has shared here.

Listen, there is nothing wrong with you. You are a perfect creation of this Universe. What happened with you years ago was out of your control but you have dealt with that situation so well. Just so heartwarming to hear from you 🙂

You are NOT the only one to have an odd attitude about sex. I would like to believe from my experiences with people that most of us do. Hey, we are creatures who run on hormones. Some people have the desires all the time while others have intermittent desires based on hormonal activity, circumstances etc. There is nothing wrong with this. I am sorry that your partner makes you feel guilty about your level of activity. Can you talk to him about this ? If he doesnt care about your feelings then I think you may be hanging out with the wrong guy.

Keep focussing on your health and well-being. Exercise, good nutrition, good quality n quantity sleep, ME time = these are all needed to keep us functioning well. It is ok to have a break every now and then but please do come back to them quickly.

I agree with Al re: crossroads. Hey, nothing is permanent in this life. We come alone and go alone. What matters is that we enjoy our existence on this planet and take everything which comes our way with a big smile. There is no hard or fast rule about needing to do something. And if you didnt qualify for something doesnt mean that it is all or nothing. This could be a blessing in disguise. Something bigger or better is definitely waiting for you 🙂

Keep inspiring others with your story. You rock !!!!

J