Inky,

Yes, zen style, pardon me. Its not your resume that makes you a good person, inky, you just are. Like an angel doesn’t need to prove her wings to share light, only to flap them and the light shines on its own.

The question “what does the universe want with me” is erroneous. Consider that the universe isn’t controlling you, doesn’t try to… rather,its responding to you. If winter is icky, too much self in the spring. Not “selfishness”, and especially not “inky is selfish”, rather “self considering”… fears usually, attachments to how it “should” look, elbowing your way in for their own good. That kind of thing. No judgment from outside, only dissonance inside.

Such a resonant caretaker needn’t fear! The heart grows wise over time, helping us wake up. 🙂

With warmth,
Matt