The best advice I can give is that this is YOUR LIFE and you have to define what happiness is for you. Life is too short to not find happiness and you won’t find it in money or co-dependency. You can’t know what tomorrow will bring if you make the decisions now, but you will survive and who knows what is around the corner. Make a list of the pros and cons as you see them for the decision you want to make. Put it down and pick it up again in a day or two. See if there are any new items you for to think about. The main focus should be that you want to find happiness again. How you can do that is in you. But by doing nothing, you just continue to create a co-dependent situation that you don’t seem happy about. Change is hard, but in many cases, it is also good for the soul. Something to consider and the best of luck to you.