Wilson before 3 years i was in same situation but I made a choice any work even it is small or big I will do with complete love and passion and perfection, by god grace i got a nice job and three years i spent on developing skills which we IT professionals require.
Stop comparing your self with all negative its not late. Just find what you love and for which thing your passion leads you. concentrate as much on your self so you won’t get time to think negative or what others are thinking or saying. Once loose the fear and live life without limit parameters. Those parameters set by society. Stop counting time and years just enjoy the single day beauty first.