Hi VK!

I had maybe a little the same situation with you. It was a very big love, I thought it was love of my whole life because it was first. And first time I felt like I was totally happy.
But he had some problems with aggression and jealousy. It’s lasted several years. Very painful break up.

That time I thought I’ll remember him 4rever and truly yes I remember him still but only like experience that gave me a lot.. wisdom actually the main. Now you should definitely know what you deserve, what you could put up with.

I’m happy that I had this relationship and this person in my life even that we don’t communicate with each other.

But suprisingly very soon I met person who was like a miracle that got me from my terrible life (he was like a very good friend first time). I became another person and I falled in love till nowadays, it’s more than 2 years.But it’s another love, another feeling more mature.

So the answer on your questions is yes. I’m happy that it was like this though I was like you confused about these questions.

I think if it’s yours it will be so. Don’t worry that you’ll live with this pain 4ever. No, definitely no.

Best wishes.