Hi,,

TR

I know that my thread is getting longer and longer…but i am getting sick day by day….i dont know what to do..

today when i came from work, my mother was not well, she was vomitting, i saw but still didnt feel like helping her…why i am unable to love or show compassion towards my parents..they have sacrificed a lot for me in their life…

i am again backsliding…i was given a simple step in the initial thread..to listen rather than speaking more..two days it remained in my conscious but again i forgot..there are many thing that i wanted to change about me for past three years..but i dont have consistency neither i remember anything, my mind doesnt show any kind of seriousness…

why knowingly i am creating depression within myself and always wait for people’s affirmation, getting emotional…when and how will i learn to love myself..?

should i drop the idea of marriage..what if my marriage life gets spoiled bcoz ofme