You will know which voice is the right one by following one of them and watching whether that makes you happier or more wrapped up in doubt, stress and misery.

I know which I would choose, but I’m not you. I’ll just second the Ruminant in saying I don’t think there’s anything wrong with you if you choose NOT to work in television. Lots of people choose not to work in television. Not because they couldn’t make it, but because they just don’t want to.