Thank you Will, how very kind of you! he would go into a rage and snap at the smallest of things, I tell myself I can do better, but his angry words just keep ringing in my ears… How he hates that he can’t live without me, hates that my actions can hurt him (that’s me going out with the girls) I always reassure him that I’m totally devoted and how I want to spend the rest of my life with him and give him lots of love and attention, but he jumps to the most insane conclusions that I just don’t get. Anyway, I’m going to take your advice, focus on me…be gentle, I will go for a walk tomorrow and remind myself that I am a loving and caring person with lots to offer.