I tell you this story just so you know I empathize with your pain and to show that if I can pull myself up from this you can as well…there is a simple answer to all of the health problems physical and mental.

On September 23, 2013 I was inpatient at a psychiatric hospital on a court ordered suicide hold for a mental breakdown following a period of lifelong severe depression, increasing manic episodes, ending in suicidal paranoid psychosis. The night before my release my husband at the time blindsided me by telling me we were getting a divorce. I had no idea. I woke up in the hospital to a complete stranger. I lost everyone and everything, friends turned on me spreading rumors about me to get close to him while I was at my lowest and needed them most. I moved to NV, then found out he had been seeing a particular friend who knew intimate details of my struggle and the depth of my emotional pain over my marriage and life, since before I even knew we were getting divorced. My friend and husband who had an affair are still together. June of this year I ended up back in the psychiatric ward on another suicide hold. I was released 3 hours before my only brothers wedding and missed seeing his ceremony that I was supposed to be in. My parents, married 35 yrs renewed vows at his wedding. Two weeks later we found out my mother had been having an affair on my father for a year & they are now divorcing. I no longer speak to my mother or grandparents as they have all turned on my father who is devastated. I lost 2 dogs (death/divorce), almost all of my immediate family members and in laws, my home, career, my health, my sanity, my credit score, and all of my friends except the ones who really count..all but the career within 10 months.

I think bad things happen to us so that we can prepare ourselves to really appreciate the good to come. Everything happens for a reason. There was a really great post on here the other day about rebirth if you can find it.
I am just now finding myself, this has forced me to get to the root of my physical and mental problems, as these are the times we have to learn to love ourselves. I’ve tried everything as I’ve felt this way since I was 6. I finally figured out the answer and I know it will help you.

Please, please read the book the Ultra Mind Solution…or even just reviews on Amazon to get convinced. I have heard this stuff for years but finally have become desperate enough to try it as I’ve tried medications, doctors, naturopaths, therapy, meditation, rehab, church, meditation, exercise, diet, supplements, everything. This just makes common sense and was finally all put together in one place in an easy to understand way. It’s all about the basic building blocks our bodies need to function..adding more good stuff and eliminating things that are killing us. Other countries just don’t have the health problems we have here in the US. It’s Written by a doctor who’s mental health failed him and he wasn’t satisfied with conventional medical treatment. The reviews on Amazon are very informative. Trust me please, I haven’t been able to work in years due to exhaustion, mental fog, confusion, depression and anxiety. Just in general a mess, no sleep or food and constant stress for years almost killed me and I’m slowly coming back. Medications made me almost test positive for symptoms of schizophrenia and that’s when I knew I was getting much worse and not better. This book explains everything and the answer is really pretty simple the way he explains it…other doctors review and endorse the book also. In ten years this is going to be more common knowledge. Look into functional medicine if you can. And please do yourself a favor you won’t regret reading (or listening) to this book. It has truly given me hope and changed my life, and I really thought of it reading your story and felt compelled to tell my story in the hopes it will help you gain a life you never dreamed of. Good luck I wish you the best!