Hi Sandy,

You sound like you’re going through a lot and I want to share something with you about real hope. I am going to come off as preachy and “that Christian girl” but what I have to say can truly change your life. Start reading the bible. That book has everything you’ll ever need. Just try it, 5 minutes every day. Something will happen in your life you weren’t expecting. You will feel the most warmth, love, peace, and pure joy you’ve ever known. I can see how in comparison to what others have to say my advise sounds like there is no real plan of action to get out of debt and finish school, but I promise a relationship with God can help you in the long run. Try listening to Christian radio. I have several favorite pastors I listen to on a daily basis. Try pastor Jack Hibbs, he’s funny and there is an app to listen to his sermons “Real Life Radio”. Pastor Mike Fabarez is also good, you can listen to his sermons on another app called One Place. Another great resource is a program called To Every Man an Answer; however you’ll have to Google where you can listen to this. This program is great because many people call in and ask these knowledgable pastors questions about the bible and Christian life. Lastly, if your looking for super intellectual Christian apologist try Ravi Zacharis, you can find him on the One Place app as well.

If you’ve tried many things and nothing seems to be working and you still feel hopeless why not give Christianity a shot. For me, being Christian and trying to live the Christian lifestyle has helped in all areas of my life.

Please don’t dismiss this as useless and keep an open mind. I hope for you the best, I wish you a happy journey on your way to find Christ, and I will pray for you. Jeremiah 29: 11-13