hi guys,thanks for answering.

@Samuel C C …i can’t be good with her because she’s mean to me and i just want to ignore her,i want to ignore her completely,for dxample if she speaks to me i would love to not give any answer,because our conversation leads to noise, madness and anxiety. i want to be relaxed ,and if i can say that,all day,or,the most time of the day.
it seems that we don’t match,i don’t want to hear her.

@Janice ..yes,we live at the same house,she’s downstairs most of the time fortunately,and i live upstairs.
but we have same activities such gym,university,and same friends/family.
i don’t want to give good feelings to her because of the bad feelings she makes me feel.
i don’t think that she deserves good treat, i just want not to hear news from her. i dont care.
i want people that love me and support me in my life and that shit wants me to be unhappy.
i must stand in my own feet andignore her.i want to go on and improve my life my body my soul,but she’s ALREADY jealous of my whole process in my life. who wants your destroyment? your fucking family.okay,i cant leave the house,and i must be calm for my psychological problems(?)