I agree with the above poster, you sound like you’re doing the right things. Also know that you’re not the only one who has these feelings, some parts of your post are things that I feel about my own life, and I’m 29, but I don’t think that any time is wasted, people might just develop at different speeds, and that doesn’t make our lives any less worth-while. Sometimes you have to look at little things that happened, and not big grand events, you know? Have courage, I’m rooting for you. Merry Christmas.