Thank you for your responses, Yue and Inky. Yue, I have actually had the apology letter suggested to me before, and I think it’s a good idea. Maybe it will help. Inky, you’re right, that is not who I am, and I don’t want my mistake to define me. I try to keep telling myself that, but it’s hard. Barbara, I’m sorry that you were hurt in your past. I’m not trying to justify or excuse what I did. You’re right…I was being selfish. I was not thinking about anyone else but myself, and even though the wife had herself cheated on Tim, that did not give either me or Tim an excuse to do the same. I will forever regret the part I played in this toxic situation, and all I can do now is try my best to move forward.