I’m such a “benefit of the doubter.” Can someone like this actually improve these behaviors? i.e. treat someone better? Last night he actually admitted that he was wrong (first time he’s done that ha), and he’s just so convincing. I know, I know; now I’m probably being stupid…But, I feel so conflicted and pulled all over the place. One day I’m 100% sure I can do this; then, next thing you know, I’m questioning myself again…thinking maybe now that he sees how he’s been, he won’t continue.

But, I also know the desperation and “offerings” that can and usually do occur after a break up. I also, however, believe in eye-opening experiences, learning from wrong-doings, and working on correcting bad patterns oneself displays. Someone can tell me I’m stupid in this case lol…Seriously, maybe it’s what I need to hear. He just now sounds so sincere. I can’t believe the ups and downs in all of this!