Hi Pamela. Thank you for your reply. I hope everything gets better for you. What I’ve learned through my journey is that things aren’t always going to be easy but it’s the difficult times that mold and form you. You need to have faith that even the worst of circumstances will pass and you will emerge a stronger and wiser person for having gone through it. Even today things are not a picture of perfection in my life, but they aren’t even a fraction of how bad they’ve been, so for that alone I am grateful. I encourage you to take a deep breath and try to take notice of what you have going on at this moment for which you can be grateful. When your heart is full of gratitude and appreciation, it can’t have fear or anger in it. I hope you emerge from your difficulties soon and realize that it wasn’t for nothing. Have a wonderful day and good luck!!!