Hi Susie,
I am so sorry for your loss. 16 years ago I lost a baby girl the same way so I understand where you are. I have always heard that everything happens for a reason and nothing happens by chance. 16 years later, I still don’t understand why I lost my baby girl and why wasn’t I ever given the chance to look into her eyes? I wish I had answers for you… and, truthfully, for myself, too. The only thing I have landed on is that I was able to carry my beautiful girl for those precious months and, though it was far too brief, at least I had that little bit of time with her. She is part of my bigger picture… part of my journey. I wanted so much more for her and for us. It didn’t happen that way. Just like my baby girl, your beautiful girl will always be with you. That sounds very cliche but it is the truth. I always feel my girl with me.

Christopher, Will, & Matt offer good words and thoughtful advice. You are not alone. This world is filled with kind people. Be kind to yourself.

Be well.