Dear AI

You remember correctly. I remember your answer.
“We are all beatifull flowers ready to blossom however if we have taken a lot of damage it is natural to take a lot of time to heal” summarising what you shared with me.
So I waited, i talk with my psychoanalyst, i try to have patience but eventually i despair.I see couples kissing, i think that for example other people return to their homes, have a job they like maybe, feeling happy about life, and i said, when am i going to get that? Not hapiness maybe, just the will to live. Because all this time in therapy i try to adress the reason i don’t want to live anymore.
I think that i don’t have patience with therapy is one problem. I am trying to cope with this. And the second problem is that i don’t have a support group. Real friends, because i always feel less around them, so i avoid them. As avvyk8 i costantly feel the need to prove myself. I know that it is difficult to help someone through the internet however just talking with people really helped me a lot. Because i miss human contact i guess.

Take care
George

• This reply was modified 9 years, 6 months ago by George.