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Hey Dear Blessing,
your message always brings smile on my face. Thank you for being there.. Far away from me, yet so close. I am sure I will be cautious. Its very complicated here, you get to wait a lot for your appointments and all. And I really wanna get over with this before it touches the 6 week period because the SAC gets a heart beat and I wanna avoid that feeling. Yes, I am thinking of the pill one, my previous had been with the pills only. Though they are much more painful than the surgical one but do not want to think about Surgical one, I can bear the pain that is not a problem. That’s how life has been, keep throwing challenges. Do not know if that is destined or not, probably I am altering it , God wanted the other way and I am going against that. And I would have my own share of pain and suffering. Do now know really, what this life is all about, what are we destined for? I really have no clue. Sometimes, I think what am i doing here. Why dont you believe in this that everything happens for a reason, I have grown up with this strong belief, that everything happens for a reason and for a season. Yeah, that;s true, its a GOD’s plan, purely statistics, but that’s how he has planned and probably yes he has a reason for all these things.
Oh last night even I was being pampered my husband made dinner for me, yummy pasta… I have got the same for my lunch 😀
Looking for happiness in small things, and appreciating things.
I love TEA…. the masala tea 😉
I love sharing things with you.. Do you have kids?
How long have you been married?
What do you do the whole day?
You are already there for me, call it a blessing or an Angel.
Good night Blessing
I will look forward to hear from you.
Thanks for being there blessing.