Thank you. I often think over this a lot, with most people saying how he is horrible. He is weak, which is a reason why he sometimes does nothing or stand by mom in some situations. But, if I were to really talk to him, he would understand my side if the story and apologize. However, I often don’t tell him how i feel. If I tell him, my mom will pester us until someone says everything, resulting in a horrifying situation. My dad is also sensetive. My brother and I are all he has. If we were gone or he had to live in his own, I believe he would either fall into a depression or commit suicide. It’s sad, since my dad always notices when I’m sad. Our conversations usually goes.
Dad: “Jess, you look sad. Are you happy?”
Me: “Yes dad, I’m happy.”
Dad: “No your not. I can tell. I want you to be happy. Tell me.”
Me: “Dad really, I’m happy.”
Dad: “But Jessie, I hate seeing you sad. Your my little girl, and I want to see you happy. Tell me, is something bothering you? Did mom do something?”
Me: “Dad really, I’m ok.”
Dad: “Jessica, if something is bothering you, tell me.”
Me: “We can chat later, Im just tired.”
Dad: “Ok sweetie. Remember, always pray to God. I love you,
Me: “I love you to dad.
I wish I could really tell him about my mom, but she’ll hurt us badly.