Thank you so much. Well I did talk to her last month face to face. And that’s when she said we can’t be friends and can’t be lovers down the line even if our paths cross.

I think of it now saying that was right for her. I don’t want to be holding on to hope thinking she would come back. I still am but the words run through my mind and reassert myself she’s not coming.

It’s tough. I poured my aching heart into the note. And the night I went to give it to her, I was so scared and when I gave it to her I broke down in the car as I left.

So we did talk but it hurt a lot. The closure wasn’t what I needed.