my thing though is i just feel like a complete loser and like i have to change my whole life around now. he probably would like someone better anyway idk. but i tried and i’m sick of feeling like i gotta overthink thinks just to avoid all those bad things like joe said in his thread. who knows what he thinks. if he liked me he probably would’ve answered me. now imagine if i were some beautiful ass girl that wasn’t me. he’d probably hop on a reply in a minute, but i’m no one special, too kooky, too ugly, whatever.

i really hope it’s not all as bad as it seems. i really do hope that it’s not that bad.