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April 12, 2022 at 8:13 pm #397745
Thanks. I am covid free now, tomorrow going back to work and looking forward to it since I am slowly losing my mind and going insane stuck at home. I’ll update more stuff in the summer sometime. Hope you’re doing good.
BTW I played very little games…felt like death.April 5, 2022 at 1:40 pm #397041
Hey, I am mostly better now although I just caught covid and forced to take 10 days off work as I only have 1 shot.February 15, 2022 at 8:18 pm #392809
Hey, I went an entire week with no pain/strain for the first time. I am getting there!February 7, 2022 at 8:41 pm #392489
You’re probably thinking of HIIT, which is different from HIT. HIT is more really slow movements which should ideally be 1 maybe 2 times a week at the gym or home for roughly 30 minutes. So 1 hour a week if I did 2 days a week or 30 minutes if I did 1 day a week full body. Look up Jay Vincent, that’s who I follow. The excercise should be intense, unlike you see at the gym where people are throwing the weights around and going super fast.
Yeah was at work the next day, they could not believe I came but I still have 1 arm I was able to use, plus I used my head a little and had to be a little creative. Sometimes I think what if a car was coming in the other lane? would have gone head first into the grill and have had a deformed face. I didn’t go right away to physio, but before I did I became SUPER DEPRESSED like everyday dealing with the intense pain everyday, started eating like crap. I never cried, I just felt in pain and worthless and ANGRY like I was never going to be without this extreme pain for good. But now I know this wont be forever, the pain subsides when I go on the machine for a few days before returning slowly but not even close to as painful.
I go tomorrow, I can’t wait because I was moving a box at home and now my wrist feels really strained.
February 7, 2022 at 2:27 pm #392484
- This reply was modified 3 months, 1 week ago by pete.
Naw just normal everyday stuff again. I found something I really wanna do when I recover (High Intensity Training). As for work…I went to work the next day after the accident doing light duties for a few weeks. My dad has been fine through this, drives me to work.February 7, 2022 at 12:11 pm #392479
Yes a full recovery. The pain wont be gone for good, I am sure I will still have it throughout my life in some form but I can resume normal duties by then. I am going to be there until at least June.February 6, 2022 at 8:02 pm #392453
Hey anita long time no talk. Made a new thread like you asked (not talked to that girl since I left that thread, done with her).
Next appointment is every Tues/Wed. Pain is not that bad today compared to yesterday. I like days I go because the pain goes away for a short while. I figure another few months and I am finished with this hopefully.May 11, 2021 at 8:13 pm #379718
That’s ok, don’t see a reason why I should even visit this thread anymore. We hung out yesterday a few hrs hiking, but yeah we are pretty much done. Back with her guy that pretty much ended us (I really miss the old her, NOT this her), is happy for me to call her less as phone time seems to be mostly for her family and besties, since we hung out a few times already we are done until next year so I wont be talking to her until next summer. Like I said, that guy ended us. Time to move on and use the hate I have for that guy to better myself.
Anyway good luck and stay safe but I wont be back to this place, it will remind me of her.May 5, 2021 at 8:58 pm #379253
Hey, long time! Just wanted to say we went no contact for 5 months(my request, wanted to work on myself and said no distractions to her but really just wanted to move on without saying that to her), only came back because I heard she was single, apparently just after we went no contact they broke up (lost his job, they were around each other all the time) but they are best friends and hang out all the time. We hung out last week and hanging out again next week, she wants to see friends more often now she says. Talked on phone 5 times in nearly a month including a few days ago where she was sooooo happy and emotional that we are talking due the things that happened to her that 1 amazing summer we had together and the anniversary of it. Her mother and step mom called and they had a 3 way call going, 1 of her daughters called and she said “and you called today ended up so perfect”, she literally called me a few seconds after I sent a text if I could call her like she had the phone in her hand waiting, ended call before it could have so she could call her other daughter before she passed out, took a while for her to hang up. Guess she really really really wanted to keep talking but it got quiet and awkward and I just wanted to hang up at that point. Trying to call her more often to make sure she’s doing ok before I stop again.
As for me? really depressed, life sucks. Added some pounds on, eating like crap and feeling like crap. Did ask a girl for her number (she asked about me and loved talking to me and laughed a lot) but she wasted my time and text back saying it’s not a good idea so I don’t talk to her anymore when I see her unless it’s “hey”. I don’t act like I am miserable, no point I save it for when I am alone.September 27, 2020 at 2:27 am #367293
I know you wont respond anymore but I just want to say I feel much better now that we no longer use this thread for talking about her, I think trapping myself in here made me lose it myself. We still talk and back in July when my cat was put down i delayed the time we were going to hike that mountain we been trying to do for years but never got around to do it, messaged her in late August and finally 5 days ago we went to the huge mountain for the first time and it took us an hour to go up to the very top, parts near the top we had to hold on tight or we woulda fell to our death and we yelled at the top (my idea). The next day we talked on phone for 10 minutes about how we were feeling, I wanted a really quick talk about how she was doing. She loved the hike a lot and we hugged and took off her shirt with just her bra on lol.
I had an idea I wanted to run by her, she can’t commit to seeing me monthly and that’s fine she lives far away, plus gas costs a lot and commits to her neighbour who’s now one of her best friends all the time (going for dinner, dancing, etc but she loves the company of women over men). She seems to want things to happen to her instead of her make things happen for herself which was my mistake of asking her to do this a month or 2 months from now instead of “hey, let’s do something” so I asked her an idea of mine, that I understand she lives far away and we can’t hang out very much anymore so maybe sometimes after her work shift down the street from me we can walk around the block or something, she said she would really like that. So I fixed my problem, even if it means less time seeing her but more shorter days in a year seeing her. A month ago we talked for 45 minutes, longest talk in a while.
Told her on the phone that I am going to start working on myself and in a few months we could do something, she got an annoyed voice and said for me to call her anytime I want, she really hates when I seem to mention “months”, whatever I got my own things to do and have been doing. Her guy doesn’t care we hang out, he hangs out with other women too, they are just “ok” she tells me. She pretty much always mentions her BFF next door every time we talk, never the guy.
Hope you’re doing well. 🙂 Maybe 1 day in the future i’ll update on things about her or my life or whatever. I just don’t wanna deal with keeping this thread active all the time like I used to, I do NOT miss those days of me dealing with those emotions. Too many things I wanna do instead.July 12, 2020 at 6:04 pm #361494
Yeah since we stopped that thread I stopped talking to her and stopped with that dumb stuff, can’t be bothered with someone that gets a boyfriend and decides you have to do all the work now or you’re not in their life LMAO!!!! No longer sad about our old history or angry, I just forgot about her period and if she tries to reach out in a year or 2 and see how I am doing and to get together I will just tell her another time, that’s all I will say to her from now on as I don’t even want to hang ouut with her anymore. I’m no longer that person you knew back then, I started following red pill mindset and it puts things into perspective and not wasting my time around people like that anymore, I aint gonna allow some woman to steal MY energy anymore nor any woman because I hold my own power and I’m gonna try and not be like I used to, more women can be around if I choose to let them be around, but I wont cling to a woman. Also I kept going for so long I think because I kept going back to that thread, it’s retired now for good. You can call me pete if you wish.
As for my cat, he will be dearly missed. What gives me a glimmer of hope of seeing all of them again is this video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hz_4FGdWVF8 and videos of huff paranormal. In a few months I will get another kitty, in the meantime I will just greave and get on my purpose with no distractions any more. Judging by how stupid people are in the world by hearing about the pandemic idiots, I may not be as dumb as I think I was. I need to get in shape and start making $$$, maybe I can easily afford a few kitties and a few doggies plus the other things I want.July 12, 2020 at 5:05 pm #361495
Apparently my post is awaiting moderation that I made. :/
Anyway I am not the same person, started following red pill mindset and while I am not gonna end things with her I am no longer keeping in touch with her, done wasting my time and not talked to her since. You can call me pete if you wish.
I miss my boy, and what gives me hope to being able to see all my cats and my dog is watching steve huff on youtube and a video called “Sam Parnia – Is Life After Death Possible?”.
Now it’s time to get on my purpose…no more distractions. Get money, get a few kitties and doggies and work on self developement.June 3, 2020 at 5:50 pm #357561
Alright, thanks for all the help and support in this thread over the years and stay safe over there. 🙂June 3, 2020 at 3:43 pm #357556
I’m gonna block her from my phone so she wont hear from me period until I am ready to just be friends. I’d still wanna hang out and talk on the phone obviously but I need a break from this all.June 3, 2020 at 3:11 pm #357552
No contact. I wont say no contact but I wont message her until 2021 as a mean of trying to move on, so 6 months.
Maybe I can do the things she and I have talked about that we both have been wanting to do or doing.