There’s a door, yes. But they come in to check sometimes if I’m studying or wasting time (the computer and all are in the same room). I don’t like keeping it locked as I go out once in a while to get fresh air. I guess if I really have to pursue my goal to qualify the exams, then it’s not so much of an issue. I’ve already wasted two months due to my possessiveness issue, which was far less critical then what I’m facing now. I dunno how to make up all the pending work in just about a month. On top of it I have no motivation to study, I just keep brooding over the same issue and hating myself. I hope working hard until exams and working on improving myself can at least be some penace for my evil behaviour.

Thanks a lot for the support, Anita. Really means more to me than I can express.