I don’t feel it’s of any use keeping that imaginary sight in mind, which will just cause more pain. 🙁 Truthfully, I’m not imagining anything of that sort right now. I just wish we were back on talking terms at least first. Enough to send a good morning/night to each other or something. The rest I can worry about later. I was considering sending her the message via a friend, so she may or may not be quiet. But I don’t feel her reply will be positive either. It hurts whether I try to contact her or stay away. I don’t know what to do.