Dear Ravi:

I am at a loss on this point. I don’t like you suffering either way. I am afraid that you will feel worse if you contact her. Other than that, it may turn out to be the right move somehow, bringing some resolution. I don’t know.

I don’t know. I just.. don’t know. I do know I am concerned about your well being and am reminding you that you want to give the May testing your best shot. This is your own goal, so maybe don’t contact her until after the testing???

Till tomorrow, good night:

anita