Hello again.
Thank you for your replies, it is much appreciated.
Unfortunately my relationship has not worked out as I feel like we were both not ready. Him not being emotionnally mature and me not knowing how to behave. I feel that I’ve let my anxiety and depression take over me as I was in a really vulnerable state and had never been that close to anyone before. I am trying to recover but do not really know who to talk to as everyone around me is biased or even my father who isn’t has already got issues with his hopefully-soon-ex-girlfriend.

I am scared this is going to happen again and again as I am naturally a very sensitive person and opening my heart to someone makes all the emotions inside of me go wild.

Thank you for your support x