Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. I also meant to mention that I am type a and a perfectionist. I plan everything in my head and get disappointed when things don’t go as planned. I’m like this in basically everything. I can be exhausting. I know deep down things take time and that just because he’s not doing exactly what I want or expect doesn’t mean he’s not interested. And it shouldn’t be the end of the world if he’s not.

To answer your question… No, I had a great childhood and a great relationship with my parents. My mom is now passed but my dad and I are very close. But I do wonder sometimes why I tend to need a lot of reassurance and am scared of rejection.