Anita,

I hope therapy works for me. I just want to get a grip of the emotions I’m feeling. Some of them just feel irrational. Like my feeling of vengeance. Like I can’t describe it. It’s like I feel like karma will come back around to my ex. I feel like it’s my healthy but at the same time it drives me in a way.

I guess because in a way I feel betrayed and abandoned. I don’t know if I told you, or if we discussed it but she told me while we were dating that the guy she’s dating now would be her next boyfriend if I didn’t treat her right. And the fact two weeks after we broke up she’s with him and still us with him makes me angry. I guess that’s where that feeling comes from.

Also, is it bad to not give up on people? I feel because I love everyone who comes in contact with me. It’s hard to not help them or care for them.

Andy