Hey Lauren,

honestly he´s been emotionally abusing you throughout your whole relationship. I´ve been there too. So don´t feel bad. Don´t blame it on yourself. You might have let it happen but you can stop it now.

Sometimes it´s better to leave a relationship so broken – you´re just gonna get cut again. You´ve been doing the same thing over and over again – yet you dont get different results. He wont change. You deserve so much better and you can get so much better. Don´t waste any more of your life time on a guy that has not the least respect for you. You can never get that time back dear.
From my perspective you don´t love yourself enough as corny as it sounds. If you saw a loved one being treated that way wouldn´t you want them to leave this kind of relationship? Please pack your things and go. At first you might miss him but you can always find new friends – a new relationship when you´re ready. You cant change the past but you can change your future.

A big hug from me,

Lakra