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I’ve always liked the industrial revolution since learning about it in school, and I’ve always wanted to visit western germany.
I feel like I can relate to the character more if he is male? I’m not very “girly” myself despite the fact I do wear dresses (just because I like them).
I am still possibly considering the idea of transitioning, but, my mother is against it. I know I like girls, but as a girl myself? Part of me believes I was born to be a guy. I first had that thought in middle school (6-9th grade) I know I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin, so to say. I am working on motivation to get to the gym more and eat healthier first. Perhaps that’s why I’m so anxious in the present, because I’m not who I think I’m supposed to be.