Dear anita, thank you for replying and considering my post although you may have found it hard to understand. i think you’ve made a really great point that it was a negative experience which is not a life sentence on my art or myself. the projects that i really enjoyed in the past were ones where i was asked to express identity and i think in the future i shall experiment more with that topic of work. thank you for your reply again, your other reply which was for another thread is completely understood as an accident. 🙂