So cannot believe I am back here — after breaking up in November, and me believing that my priorities were wrong, and boyfriend agreeing to try once more, here we are again, broken up. We have struggled with the same issues that I’ve always had with him, and after breaking up five times now in three years, WHY am I wondering if I made a mistake?? I had a wonderful man, loyal and totally devoted to me, patient. And now I’m afraid I’ll never meet anyone again. I feel awful, guilty, and sad. I know I can’t go back. I don’t even know if he would even talk to me at this point, and I wouldn’t blame him. And here I sit, sad and questioning myself.