we live in different countires, and that’s what piss me off i feel so connected with someone i never met.
I was gulity over that i have hurted him, by just cutting contact with him, he is also student he lives without his family in Canada. I don’t think i feel guilt anymore, but its like i want to have better contact with him but the thoughts of we never met in real makes me hold back. I don’t want to have a relationship based over online.
MY life is pretty good, i’m with college, i work at bakeri , lives with my paretns, i have applied for Univeristy.
I do have social life, i have only girl – friends, i never had any guy friends other then him.
some times i feel i meet him to early in my life, and i never had to chance to meet anyone else or get to know someone else.
sometims i feel maybe if i get in relationship with someone else i will be able to get over his thoughts. One thing keeps me disturbing is that, i feel i never meet someone who will care and understand like he does.

thanks for reply i really need advice