Sure Anita.
To keep it simple…he was my best friend and then like stuff happened. We never really defined the relationship.
I liked him a lot. But I knew he wasn’t the kind of guy I’d spend the rest of my life with. So instead of giving him false hope, I thought deleting him out of my life will clear it up (I’ve tried telling him that I only see him as a friend…but we end up going in circles)
It was hard since we knew each for over a year. [Also he was my best friend] I did what I didn’t want to do. I guess that’s why I regret it so much….loosing someone u REALLY care about.

And the trigger being the wretched phone call. I’m in a mess of emotions..I wanna go back..but I don’t want to either.