I definitely had to look at it differently considering our family lives, I had thought that maybe her mom’s recent actions would have something to do with the way she was acting, it seemed like she was scared but I can’t help her if she doesn’t let me because I’m in a different state you know. I don’t think therapy is a good option for me because I don’t really feel its natural, I don’t enjoy holding on to harsh feelings and I always felt like I had a limit for myself with what I could deal with while going to therapy but maybe it was just the therapist. I did see that something was happening between us and I wanted to go and see her for that exact reason of helping the both of us and as I look back on it, I still think I should’ve just bought the ticket and went to see her. I’ve felt weird about going to Florida since the break up but that’s mostly because in the back of my head, no matter how much I let go and move on, I’m going to find a way to see her, I don’t want to plan something out I just want to go and see her.