You are such a beautiful and sweet beautiful human being its OK to be you. Don’t APOLOGIZE FOR BEIN YOU<3 what a beautiful thing this thing called LIFE and that we can meet ppl who help us and help us grow and such beautiful memories with you are amazing and I’m so proud of you. If you guys are meant to be pals forever then it’ll happen if not, give it time. Don’t worry over stuff you apologized and you did your best. As long as u are sorry is what matters. Just remember not everyone is meant to be in your life its about hthe good times how You helped eachother and that’ you had good times helped eahxither be the person u are today is what matters. You beautiful soul so proud of you thank u for existing and its OK don’t beat yourself up we make mistakes but you aren’t a bad person nothing will change this. Keep being your beautiful self and have faith everything will work out as it needs too. She might not be your pal but atleast the memories won’t change. It’s not your fault at all. Perhaps she doenst wanna be pals u can’t control it. You can remember the good times and enjoy the beautiful day in eqxh day and remember y desevre to be happy. Please take care of yourself we love you <3 you matter it will all work for the best i promise good luck to u whatever happened.it all worked for the best you’ll find more good pals and you’ll alwyas remember the good times just learn from past and don’t get stuck there. You desevre to ebiy the present