Dearest Calry;
i too had a relationship of exactly 7 years. Believe me i did everything possible to work it out. the fear of losing her made me scared to death. i strongly believe in marring the girl whom you love. Writing about my love story will take 20 pages minimum but as i said “story” so its past. i know why you want to talk with him so bad. y r u so prepared? because u still have hope that he may(not will) admire your sacrifice, loyalty etc may be acknowledge your efforts and give you a VALID(not vogue) reason for the failure of your love story. But speaking from my experience if he appreciates you, then he will ask himself y he left u at the first place? how could he make such a good loving girl cry? how could he heart-break such an angel?.. too escape his cowardly act of giving up on you and feel good about himself he will surely try his best to avoid conversation.
We need a pair to clap and a single to slap. Same applies to ex-es. life is a journey, enjoy it. Relationships are lessons learn from it. The actions described by you, makes you sound desperate. please avoid that. you are giving him the power of control and importance. If he truly loved u exactly the same way u did… he would have reacted in the same way as u did. but that’s not happening so let it go..princess. Let him dwell into the world of ex-es. he will need your help ever now and then. but you behave just like GOOGLE. only reply to what he ask.. no personal feelings at all. EVEN JUSTIN KNOWS “WHAT GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND” so let him reap what he sow.
b happy
b confident
b princess
b strong
world is a very large place with rare angels like you. its his loss not yours. cheers mate:) hope it helps