Hi, Anita!

I understand that I don’t have any control over him or on the situation. All this “no contact rule” I don’t think applies to him and me. I am doing my best to take my mind off him—I started yoga again. I am taking swimming lessons, I enrolled in a one on one spiritual direction course. I am also praying and hoping for a miracle. A miracle that will change his heart about me, that he will take me back and that we will both be healed of resentment and pride. The we be given a fresh start, clear understanding of what happened and what we learned form the relationship. All I wanted is a second chance. I pray the God and the universe will grant me this chance. I don’t want to lose hope.