Yes it really is like a addiction to a drug. But I must move on.
About trusting other guys. My ex wasn’t like that in the beginning. On the second date he told me what was he doing in the past. Things that you don’t talk to people. Things that you only said to your friends. But I stayed. I didn’t run away from him. I got a feeling that I can save him. I can save him from his life, and he can be there for me. We will gonna be happy, because we have each other. But I guess as I tried to save him, I cut myself. And now time is to move on.
Well I said that after him I will become different regarding guys.
Thank you for your answer. Sending you love and peace
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