Dear loniefaye:

I too lost my best friend. He decided to start dating someone else, it’s been about 5 months, also I am losing my job of 10 years at the same time. I knew it was the best thing to let him go, I didn’t try to get him back, I started working on myself, which I had neglected for the years we were together, I also started doing Reike, yoga and staying centered on myself, it was very hard for about 2 months because I missed talking to him and all the good times we had. But can i tell you, it was the best thing that happened to me. He hasn’t worked in a year, he is basically a loser but until i got away from him I really couldn’t see all the negative things. Please try to take care of yourself, get on a good anti anxiety medicine, focus on your life!! And see a good counselor to talk things out!! It will be the best thing you can do for yourself!!! I PROMISE!!!