Dear None:

I am so sorry you are in such pain.

You wrote that “everybody is playing blind and deaf”- well, here on your thread, I will not play blind and deaf. I will see and hear you best I can. Every time you post here, I will reply.

I am a member here on this website just like you. I am not a professional and even if I was- I couldn’t be here as a professional. This is not a suicide prevention hotline and I am not in any way equipped with handling a person considering suicide. Therefore, please contact a suicide prevention hotline, any available resources to help you with these considerations. Probably there is something under “Free Resources” on this very website.

Post here anytime but please, not about your suicide considerations. Reason, again: I am not equipped to deal with such. On the other hand, do share as much as you’d like about the pain and struggles that you are experiencing.

Did I understand correctly: you are still taking the drug or drugs you are referring to? What drug/s is it, how often do you use it?

And will you share more about “”everybody is playing blind and deaf”- how long has it been your experience? Were you ever seen and heard?

anita