Is it black hawk dawn one ?
Very interesting nickname.

W3ll about your post. You have a gift next to.you and you’re blocking it .. you’re definitely worth it. Just try to believe it. Focus on your good points.
In my case there is just a few , but good become very good when you’re focused and positive about it.

You know suicidal has been my biggest fear. Since my mum planted the seed when I was little girl. Everyday when she went out to the grocery store I was afraid that she’ll never come back. My whole childhood was a one big fear.
When I grow up I had the door opened to see the world so I went .. couple months later I had this dream . My mum was sitting next to.me telling me that ‘ ***** I am dead ‘ she repeated three times. I’ve called her and she was just fine.

Not more than 40 days after that she took her live away as she always said she will.

I have a daughter now. And two reasons to live. She is the one and love is the second.
Taking life away is easy. . Ask yourself to bring to your life everything what you need and what to deserve and be open to that to receive. Alow yourself to believe. Xxx